"When You don't move the mountains I'm needing You to move
When You don't part the waters I wish I could walk through
When You don't give the answers as I cry out to You
I will trust, I will trust, I will trust in You!"
Lauren Daigle has quickly become one of my favorite Christian artists ever since I went to Outcry Tour last year in D.C. I love whenever her songs come on the radio when I'm driving (which is pretty much all the time). This song plays often, but it caught my attention the other day. When I found out the trip to Zimbabwe was cancelled, I argued with God. I didn't understand why it happened after He had called me to go. He gave me a verse (which you can read about in my last post), and now He has given me a song.
There are so many things we wish for in life. We ask God to move mountains, part waters, and answer our cries. It's important to know that God hears. When he doesn't move the mountains, part the waters, or answer right away, that doesn't mean He's not listening. He knows the desires of our hearts. He knows every thought and every feeling. After all, He created us.
He created us uniquely and perfectly for a purpose. So that mountain you're asking Him to move, He might not move it because there's a forest fire on the other side. He might not part the waters you want Him to because of sharp rocks on the ocean floor. He might not give an answer right when you demand one because you don't need an answer in that moment - you just need to trust Him.
"I will trust in You"
Honestly, it took me a few days to get to this point. I trust God with my whole heart, and I know that his plans are far greater than mine could ever be. But when an opportunity for me to use my gifts and passions was ripped out from under me, I felt lost. Through angry prayers, an overwhelming amount emotion, and lots of tears, I found peace.
Arguably the most important thing I learned from this whole experience is that God hears me. Our Father hears our cries, our frustrations, and our desires. But in the midst of our struggles and questions, don't forget that He also hears our thanks.
Thank you God for entrusting me with this life. Thank you for giving me a passion to reach children, to teach them about You. Thank you for my family and friends who encourage, love, and build me up. Thank you for giving me a heart for the world, the desire to see all that You have created. Thank you for paying to price for my sins, thank you for loving me so much that You would send Your son.
My prayer for you is that when you have mountains and waters in front of you and are crying out to God, that you would trust in Him and know that He hears you. Rest in His perfect love.
Much love + blessings,
xoxo Becky
